i just turned thirty, i’m lost in life

the only thing i care for is uncertainty

the only thing i love is terrifyingly distant

the only thing i want it uncertainty

the only thing for me is time i suppose

whats right is distant

whats here is now

how do you find the path?

i miss you more everyday

to feel that warm embrace

will come back in years as questions

i’ll stop now

from what is right

there is a future

i know it

but cannot pretend to know it all

just what feels right

in my heart and soul

good night.