i feel [nee, hope] that i am in the middle of a scenario such as this:

http://www.boingboing.net/2009/03/02/emotionally-unavaila.html

things are strained, but i have so much optimism for the future, that just this once, i’ll ask you all to forget about the subheading of ye ole blog. i do have hope and there is a tomorrow, and that future appears to me as the brightest thing imaginable. i am thankful for all the patience that has been shown me in the past two weeks,as i have made a fool of myself. seeing that understanding and support makes my love even stronger.

thank you.