but this is the best thing i’ve seen in days.

well, rollercoaster laughs were pretty good too, but all of denver heard that.

other than that, still homeless, thinking school is a joke and my legs have been itching for weeks.

going to see if i can win free beer for scrabble once again.

in an email i just received:

“Are you still a member of that rec center where you used to swim? If so, make sure you keep using it. With all the stress you’re going through, it’s important to find time to exercise. Also, if you end up living in your car or on someone’s couch, you’ll have a place to shower. I thought of our camper, but I don’t think Dad would go for it, and you would have to find a place to park it where there was no chance of tickets.”

so my ideal living situation is ending… 1 and a .5 year[s] of bill free existence ruined by landlords and soaring property values / gentrification. searching now for both a job and home, and of course the car died once again early last week.

i’d like to feel my spirit return.

these days i just feel empty.

i’m just going through the motions again, and as few of them as possible.

at 5:02 a.m. is whether or not it’s worth it to go to sleep.