Is it alcoholism if you’re drinking beer at 1pm because theres nothing else [other than water]. It’s snowing again and that’s driving me more nuts than anything else really. sam and i are through now and i’m actually handling it better than i would expect. i honestly hope we can pull out a lasting friendship from all of this as i am constantly amazed by her and makes me see the world differently and blah blah. the past year and a half or so with her hass jsut been an eye opening experience to simplify it with any meaning.

in other news, my heart beat has been very strong since early december, to the point where its annoying that it feels like it is shaking my entire chest at times. odd.