-wear a dress.

-cut off all your hair.

-hug a slamdancer.

-organize a protest.

-ride a motorcycle.

-get a tatoo.

-bake a pie.

i don’t want to give up. i don’t want to eat without the former input and assistance. today i see a new room, i see possibility there and it doesn’t feel like it’s time to leave town just yet.

we broke up yesterday, then hung out for the rest of the night, now she lives in the room right next to mine. how this is supposed to work out, i do not know. we are taking time off. we aren’t monogamous. now i live opposite of the object of my total desire and have to live knowing that she wants others. i guess i’m now looking for anywhere other than colorado to live as being here basically makes me want to die. right now my thoughts are either portland, austin, chicago, or philly… any leads?