i think ive come to a realization about somethings that perplex me. this solves nothing as im still stuck in this place, and that hoped for escape is now delayed as my car took the shitter, no cali-decem-sun for me. i drown my sorrows in star of david cookies[if you show me how to make a photoblog you’d see pics of those HINT(i wont push my luck)]. closer was a good flick, but again like all artistic things ive partook recently does nothing to help. i think ive decided that the only thing i hate is distance, if everyone i knew lived within one square mile of anyplace, i would immediatly move there and be estatic, unfortunatly such is not the case and i just dream of leaving but repeatedly allow furthur cementing to this chair.