i was gonna dig out a nail tonight but instead got sucked down memory lane, as i head east with an unknow compainion i still dont know where to end up. here i just sit, therre is noithing for me here. why, how can you argue? the machines will win. im not drunk. im sick of this. please fill the rest of your time here with more stupid meaningless cliches, as i am to preoccupied with living in the past to be concerned for you well being. this makes me miserable, but i cant say goodnight. i act natural, tell the truth, you wont come back, to far gone, should have made some attempt years ago. apparently im good with words, but know that im to shy to say. so i stand here dumbfounded and repeat: “no, no, i understand.”

p.s. i got a gmail, its= my aim name (a)gmail.com
like i get anything but spam anyway…