ive been watching too many westerns, soon there will be a broken ramp in my garage, right now however, there is a nicely functioning ramp in its place, it only has to last 4 months or so anyway, the birds have become a new indicator of when its time to sleep, but i stay and listen to their tune. i though i had things to say, but its the same old stuff, bored, but having fun, alone but content for the most part, stagnant, and thats whats pissing me off, my timeing is as bad as ever. i could leave now, but that means uncertain income, which i require for my post immediate plans, and those plans cause hesitation for making such immediate plans, as would make my happier in the here and now, soon to be the said and done.
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why did cheyenne have to die?
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April 25th, 2004 at 10•26
Maybe it’s the three triple whiskeys straight-up that I have accumulating in my stomach, or maybe it’s just guilt. There are these apologies, you see, like bound-up war letters, and I think they’re addressed to you. I think you need to have them, with mailing stamp or not, just as long as that worn ribbon-of-a-string is there with careful and carefree bow. These are for you. Please take them. I can’t bear them any longer. I didn’t mean to evaporate like lemonade on a hot day. Even lemonade leaves something behind. And I, was just evanscent, gone, just like that. What a cruel magician. She extends infinite trips of back-lashes and sadness and guilt and madness.