wow. that really all there is to say, hemophiliac was incredible, i was a little mad becuase the ticket people screwed up and i didnt have front row seats as i was told i would have, but it didn’t matter, zorn, patton, and mori were amazing, 2-30mi9nute sets of pure improvization, where else will you see someone play a saxaphone througha glass of water? and utilizing your cells’ ringtones as an element of a live set? just incredible, every one doing solos and the others joining in on top of it, realy really really good, you missed out, you suck, sorry, its true. other than that i did alot of consuming today, cds; cex: maryland mansions, dizzie rascal: that boy in the corner, charizma and p.b. wolf: big shots. books:ravelstein [saul bellow] & space is the place;the live and times of sun ra. apple wireless/bluetooth keyboard. dvds; yeah right [girl skateboards video], david cross: let america laugh. veggie corn dogs and buffalo wings, mac and cheese, steel reserve, doughnuts, i dont know what is going on anymore, i have a few friends to hang with, but i think im starting to feel the lonliness of needing a significant other of some sorts, i dunno, it’d be nice to hang with a cool girl, but none of my activities are conductive to meeting desirable memebers of the opposite sex, i mean, how are you supposzed to get involved with someone when you only see them when you drop off their pizza? also, its not like they hang out at the skatepark, and the ones that do are in middle school, im not that shady. honestly, how am i supposed to meet a sweel lady when theres none around. [yeah, blahblahblah, i like to comp,lain about noone likeing me, deal…..at least i have turning 25 in less than a month to look forwward to]

just a quick note from my organs:

ok, mike, listen to me now: if you want your current gastrointestinal malfunctuions to correct themselves, stop eating the spacy mexican food, its not helping, seriously, what made you put the extar hot sauce on your burrito today, you shouldn’t have even had the burrito in the first place, c’mon, give us sime rice cakes or something, we need blandness, we’d love some saltines and 7up, but no, you just have to have the veggie corndogs dont you, sonofabitch, you only do this to hurt us dont you? after all we’ve done for you, bringing you up from a child and this is how you reopay us??

bastard.

so last night at work wee all get in a discussion about the meaning of life, mainly my ” the meaning doesnt matter, its the experience” and sampsons “its just a game, you can win at it” being the 2 major conclusions. i say he’s wrong because you allways get do overs and restarts and multiple lives and such. i hate when people try and get a philisophical and preachy, happens alot in this town, even when im just trying to give them their damn pizza. today i will ride bicycles, change oils, consider consuming some various goods, and then start begging and such for apple progs such as adobe stuff and final cut [i had a good connection lined up, but now i need osX/panther shit i guess, damned progress] my body is in some sort of inner turmoil from the trip still and is producing all sorts of odd new smells, something in austin changed the natural ordors of my body, and im quite perplexed, i think its the recyclked ditch water, never in my life have i tasted such horrible water, you could smell the dirt in it while showering, i couldn’t even finish a single glass of the stuff, vile…

so i stole this candy machine from work and now i have too many runts, skittles, peanut m&m’s, and hot tamales. the inside of my mouth hurts from eating soo much, but its just sitting in my room and i cant help it, i need a new toothbrush. i got my dad a sweet garden gnome for his bday, now his garden will be increible [if you want to steal it and do the polaroid thing get in touch, he’d be psyched]. umm, i have some pictures from my phone from austin, but they suck so i’ll post them soon [and here they are].

send me apple software, now.

today rules, got my powerbook, rockin. heres what happend in the last week, starting last wednesday night:

work sucked due to it being very busy and despite trading so as i could leave earlier i am stuck there until 2a.m. finally get home and fall asleep around 2:30. at around 4:30 the fort collins kids start calling me to get ready to leave, im not having it so i dont answer, they continue calling [10 times in 1 hour] i finally answer @ 5 or say and tell them to stop calling until 8, sleep until 6:30 when they call again, get up, feel very sick, leave for sherwins/fort collins junior. everyone is asleep, hate. we leave for real around 7:30 just after i learn that none of the 5 ftc kids have ever driven farther than 3 hours, more hate. we enjoy a 17 hour drive of shit [really really sick, more like water…think about it…, anyway] get to austin, tx, pass out on jordan and kevins floor, wake up go to empirebmx, see kp and other people i know from camp, small world and all that… ride around, have veggie burgers and goto 9th street, beautiful day and then we eat again, dont remeber what but at that point i was just happy to be keeping real food in me for longer than 2 hours. that night we ride the ramp ranch, and decide that it aint all that. next day, ride more, eat more, veggie heaven is aweesome. days all run together around now, ride more, eat more, 9th street, mardi gras;6th street, boobs, little kids that ride too well, cd store, star seed cafe rules, morgan wade, keithg the knife, umm ftc contingent leaves sunday night and takes 17 hours to drive back, sherwin and i leave later monday morn and get back in 13.5 hours, amatures. arrive home to my new trv900 minidv camera and then the g4 shows up today, still waiting on frames, umm, need to get a bluetooth keyboard/mouse set up cause i cant tyoe on this thiong to well, go to greel tommor to change the oil and drop some bikes off, work tonight, typr more then, bye

mike: i will make this longer later, just dont forget stuff that happend this weekend.

mike: ok, i wont.

mike [again]:sweet

1. wierd vibes suck when all you want to do is ride a skatepark, especially if its cause 2 people think that the other person hates them, its lame

2. it hurts to land on you testicle hard enough to have blood come out, alot, really, i dont recomend it, at all, not even a bit.

3. i should have done something about valentines day, im alone in the universe

4. when someone calls with a calling card numdber, you cant call them back on that number, it just dont work

5. a 6th person is coming with us to europe, heres what the plans look like:

people: sherwin ghaffarkhan, ryan devereaux, trey hinton, john saxton, nic ley, and myself.

places: fly to london, train to paris, amsterdam, frankfurt, dussledorf, berlin, prague, hungary, greece, venice, turin, annecy, marsellies, montpelier, barcelona, malaga, lisbon, then back to london.

time frame: september 7th to october 15th approximatley.

there’s really not much more to say then that, im lame and pathetic, but the new shoes are working out alright. also, check out the new death to the extremist comics over on the side and down a little bit, and the fighting technique videogame.

oh, and i got two pairs of boxers and a pair of pants, and technically my laptop was purchased today as well, i will now go home and attempet to cram must of one computer into the broken husk of another, good night.

today sucked and was good, sucked=even more snow; good=snow =more tips, anyway, while working my 13 hour shift i realized that i should really eat food so that i do not pass out, i realized this as i caught myself as i was about to fall over. i was just standing at the counter after taking an order and suddenly all energy i had was gone and my legs got quite a wobble, kinda wierd, so i was immediatly sent on a delivery run and got taco bell, but ate that too fast and nearly threw up at a customers door, but i held it together. tomorrow i will contemplate doing “things” while laying in bed most of the day not doing a thing. oh, i got new shoes and a the meta skates dvd that i was planning on watching before going to sleep, woops, oh and i also picked up a windshield wiper, hella. this could be the start to the new feature of recording everything i buy, i mean i’ve seen photolog of such a thing, but just words? groundbreaking shit right there. also, whay am i updating so much recently? whats up with me? why do i still not have a working computer in my house? yes.

now i believe i shall have a doughnut and goto sleep.

i hate snow. snow is lame, and wet, i dont mind the cold so much, just the thick coating it allpies to the world, it freezes there and never wants to go away even though most people want it too leave, like me when i come and sleep on your couch. its nice when i show up, we get reaquainted, mybe have a nice meal, but then i move on. snow, it just never realizes that enough is enough, i mean c’mon, move on with your life snow, really…

in the past month or so i have been slipping into a slight depression, i really dont like it here in boulder so much, i have maybe 1.5 friends and just sit at home when im not working. i try and go out but just sit and watch strangers at bars. the internet didint help either, i jst meet girls on there from many stats away and then get stuck in empty aim conversations, all this was leading up to what was seeming to be a very depressing valentines day [i’ve never really noticed in the past, this year i dont know…] so, anyway, at work on monday i get a call from this girl, its more than that, but you’ll see. this girls name is rebekah, i met her during the summer of 2000 [first one i spent at woodward, PA]. we had a summer fling, i had to come home for school, i subsequently became so depressed that i failed 3 classes and got a ‘d’ in my 4th. i dont know what it is about her but she always seemed like “the one” [mainly during that summer and fall] we tried to maintain some sort of relationship after that but it didn’t last. going our seperate ways and such was a necessity, since then i had a long term relationship that i’ll cherish forever and i have no regrets about anything i did, but hearing her voice on the other end of the line brought everything back. we talked for about an hour [while delivering food] and i dont know whats going to happen from here. im both excited and saddened by what may come from a new attempt at a relationship with her, shes is still in school, but will be done soon and it would be great to try and agrrange something, i wanted to start driving to pennsylvania as i talked to her, i need to get out there soon, money and jobs are stupid and i hate them alot rightnow, but at the same time everything is just that much better in knowing…

so i’ve been to 42 states [82%] in my life, and i was in 21 of them [41%] in just over 3 months this year [here].
yesterday afternoon i had a deep feeling of dread about the comming night, this was proven to be a correct fear when my car died, total electrice shutdown left me sitting in the middle of a busy intersection for roughly 45 minutes in the freezing snow. all is better now that i have some new wire leaving my alternator. but then after taking the bus to a bar i managed to spill beer all over my friends roommate, is funny because i wass attempting to keep her from spilling someone elses drink and inadvertantly knock my glass right to her lap, as she was telling us all how much she liked her new sweater. i love my social inneptitude. umm.. apple wont sell me myy computer unless al call form my parents house, this makes me feel like im 5 years old for some reason. have i mentioned thet i have front row seats to the hemophiliac [ikiou mori, mike patton, & john zorn] show in two weeks? if not, hey, guess what?! i have front row tickets to the hemophiliac show in 2 weeks!!!! now i just need to find someone cool enough to sell my 3rd and final ticket to, as my newly claimed “arch nemesis” [a certain fred breuning] doesn’t appear to be as willing as he onces was. [how sweet is it that i have an official arch nemesis? really sweet thats how.]