so my computer has been dead for almost a month [i think] and i am starting to not miss its presence at all. i come to school and check emails and thats about it, dont be suprised if these posts come even fewer and farther between cause i somehow feel over the whole internet thing. its odd because right now i feel lost in my job, which is the exact reason i quit the higher paying/cheaper living job i had in greeley. i get 3.5 days off a week and just find my self bored and lonely on these days. i have things to do but never want to do any of them. and now that i tyoe this i begin to realize that most of the things i should be at least trying to accomplish will require the use of a computer [and the printer that i just gave away] i need some optimizm in my life, despite the plans that are already made, now its just a waiting game to see them all come to pass.