yeah, so much for continuing that dream. anywayz, im in chicago now and its good. i stayed with my grandmother for one night and it was wierd. she has just become a 2nd time widow and most of her friends are dying, so she has a unique outlook on death and seems to have come to a calmed acceptance of life and death. here is a picture of what i will be seeing in my way home in a few days. from here i, going to st lou, then across i-70 to colorado. i dont know when im leaving here though, cause breujeria is playing on thursday, but thats far away, and costs more everyday.

[oh, also, i could have thrown up on billy corrigan…oportunities past…damn]