so i just read 3 books in 2 days and now my mind is full of thoughts of things that i have screwed up in my life and how i would have been better off handling things differently. this is not a good frame of mind to be in while holed up on a farm for another week. mostly these thought sare about certain people, but alot are in life in general. although i’ve had thoughts like these before, having them all come at once is not that fun at all. i want to have some big moral lesson to hit me like a ton of bricks, but who knows………