ok, done with school [good], moving back to parents [bad], in greeley [really bad], no more cable modem [lame], car working again [good, but hesitantly], listining to arab on radar [good], wishing i could buy this [funny? they ripped it off from some kiev science instutitute, shouldn’t that be some sort of russian treasure?], i think he may snap and start throwing babies out of windows to scare away the press [word].

you know you want it

umm, yeah, i finally found the disc with the pictures of my deer slaying volvo so you should really check them out [bear in mind that i was going over eighty when we hit, and that we then drove from Iowa to Boulder whith the car like this. then i didn’t wash it for a few weeks]

theres also so other new pics of other stuff up too

has anyone else heard about the talk that bush may ask NSA advisor Condoleezza Rice to be his V.P. in 2004, i can’t find anything about it but yeah?

word.

today i watched four ants attack and kill an earwig that was about ten times larger than the ants. it was really amazing and reminded me of the scene early in blue velvet of the zoom in to the underground bugs devouring everything. its getting hotter here and i’m against that in every way. it looks like i might end up working in greeley at the printing plant that brought my family to colorado in the first place. but i still may have a job at woodward west so who knows. my car started again yesterday so thats rocking. my hope right now is to use my lease deposit and money from selling a bike made of all my spare parts to find a cheap old volvo and just try and sell the 740. damn this is taking a long time.

later.
(more…)

ok, first things first. i’m mad cause today was the day to stir up my sex and gender class by wearing a pink shirt, but little bastard jeff the cross dresser also decided to come in as alter ego “jessica” for the first time thus stealing all my glory.

[my shirt was really really pink too (really pink {you have no idea}).]

but, to make up for it i just had the greatest idea that will boost me to the front of hip hop producing. ok, picture this [or hear, or read, you understand] instead of crappy cars with $1,000 stereo systems that cause the windows to rattle i’m going to create beats then play them through a decent sub, then sample that playback so that the finished song will already contain the window rattling without having to spend all that money.

[by reading the above you have hereby agreed to pay me 75% of any income resultant from implication of aforementioned idea and process]

listen to bong ra.

you know how it is when the sweat drips from your hair to your ear to your ear-ring to the ball on your ear-ring then drops to your shoulder? its like that now.

oh, and thanks for not judging me for dupliucating the last entry

its odd that y’all [like a hillbilly] and y’all [like a gangsta] are the same thing.
word!!

friends are evil. so are religious nuts. especially when they uncover the secret behind ian mackaye’s straight edge army[for a good time, count the number of falicies on this page]. i took a midterm today of which i had read zero of the required chapters and only got 3 wrong. i am a jeenyus.

oh, be sure to run out and get the greatest wallpaper ever [yes i am a serial killer].

once again, god bless these men. and also another edition of if your dad didn’t make this for you he never loved you. if he didn’t, make him drive one of these around as punishment. i also have to punish kayne for stealing my look, the bastard. also, apparently not everyone enjoyed the matrix as much as i.

so i want my money back from all those wall street companies but im sure they’ll be out of business soon.

i went and saw the matrix reloadedlast night and really liked it, despite there being some obvious video game/cgi scenes, they all look like videogames from the future. there not reall but its so close it really dosent matter any more cause it all looks so good, particularly the agent smith school playground fight.

ok, so i got all B’s for grades which is dope cause now i have a 2.1 gpa so i graduate and stuff so hooray and all that. hmm what else, theres was something i wanted to put here but now im drawing a blank, damn, hang on…
ahh, found them. 1st blood and guts and crime. then undying devotion and love[not on my part mind you, but its nice knowing that someone cares out there]

i like kurt vonnegut

i now have 3 B’s but my stupid japanese teacher hasent posted any grades for the two classes i have with him

Boulder Main Campus Grades for Spring 2003
Course Number Section Course Title Credit Hours Grade
CSCI1200 010 INTRO TO COMPUTING 4.0 B-
FILM3091 001 PSTWAR AMER FLM/CULT/POL
JPNS2441 002 FILM & JAPANESE CULTURE
JPNS3841 001 MODERN LITERATURE
RLST2400 010 RELIGION/CONTEMP SOCIETY 3.0 B

2 down 3 to go, presseure is annoying.

i just ate a cheese quesadillia and it was tasty, now im reading abount gender issuse for class, hooray for pass fail.

the melvins/tomahawk [2]show was amazing, but some people like mike patton a little too much, like the guy that was asking him if patton would be down with sexing up this strangers girlfriend, odd. the opener skeleton key was really good too, but they played a song called “spineless” that i know i’ve heard before, but can’t rember where, and now its driving me nuts.

i started my last class ever today, and my prof told me i would be getting an a, so thats another person to prove wrong. an entire classin 3 weeks should be interesting.

it snowed 2 days ago and now it’s hot, i hate this town

this is very ood but fun

and look at every one of these pages

Boulder Main Campus Grades for Spring 2003

Course Number Section Course Title Credit Hours Grade
CSCI1200 010 INTRO TO COMPUTING 4.0 B-
FILM3091 001 PSTWAR AMER FLM/CULT/POL
JPNS2441 002 FILM & JAPANESE CULTURE
JPNS3841 001 MODERN LITERATURE
RLST2400 010 RELIGION/CONTEMP SOCIETY

Boulder Main Campus Term Statistics:
Credit Hours:4.0
Term GPA: 2.70
Cumulative GPA: 1.991

=====one down 4 to go, but my prof for american film & culture is apparently veryvery sick so who knows when i’ll get those grades.

also my unmatched string of bad luck continues as my tv lost all audio capabilities last night [just wait for the detailed list of bad luck coming soon].

i am dumb and had apparrentlyjust hit a switch on th back of my tv to only have sound through external speakers, so thats one off the bad luck list.

still no more new grades.

so i still havent heard from my prof about what the deal is with my paper, and i have 5 pages and five hours and its rianing on my bike thats locked up out side, so now im mad.

but then i learned about this [the ding-a-lings] and am happy cause now i get to take a break from the writing for a bit. st. lous is funny, east st. louis is straight up ghetto! [remember when i was a gangsta? that lasted long huh?]

also, the new imacs buzz alot when playing cds.

they’re over there now.

aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so refreshing, i just pulled a 12 page paper out of my ass and it feels great! [and it was a shitty paper too]

also, right after i posted the thing about imaca buzzing the person next to me in the computer lab spent at least 15 minutes trying to turn one off/restart a frozen one/what ever.

now i just get to wait at home until my grades get posted and then take a turn for the woorse, or better.

so, you know that paper i was talking about down there? well, i decided that it would be a good idea to save it even though word was on autosave, and it deleted the entire thing, so now i want to kill evertone at microsoft as well as everyone at apple, fuck them all.

i cant stop tryinmg to check my grades every ten minutes while im trying to write a 12 page paper on some crappy topic of my own choice that i want to change as often as i check my grades but they arent posted yet and i cant take it any more then maybe ill graduate or not bastards tell me what i want to know i want to curl up in a ball for three months because its really driving me nuts cause i make theses decisions that i think will result in good things but i have a long history of bad luck smashing my head into the ground, ohh theres a good idea, stay tuned for the good vs. bad checklist of my life, tyhat will give me something to do rather then that god aful paper that i really should be typing right now. only 23 hours till its due and no real progress or even a halfhearted beginning has been made,i cant believe that i actually looked in to downloading a paper from the web, all that is going through my head is just how bad of a paper i can write and still pass which sucks cause i have an “a: in the class which is quite rare for me so if i do really badd i should still pass but then i f i try and do good then i can get a good grade which is the thing to do because i have a horrible gpa, no not a i-do-good-in-school-and-have-a-3.2-gpa type thing that i hear other people whine about ad nauseam, but a truly horrendus imatotalfuckingidiotwitha1.963gpasoshootmeinthefacecauseidontcareanymore type gpa, but im a total loser that should just write my damn paper.

coverups are fun and exciting

its hot and cold here so thats that.

the skatepark
is closed until the 15th so i can sleep in for a week or so which is good and bad.

im “graduating” on saturday but i dont know if im scheduled to walk or not and i dont really care.

i need a job so i can live but i dont want a real one.

oh, and i got new colors

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